im a strong girl. i hold my feelings back, try to live up to scoietys standards. always be there for my friends.be an amazing girlfreind, & always try to look my best on the outside. but sometimes i just cry my eyes out so the pain will go away. lock myself in my room for hours just screaming throwing things thinking about my life. sometimes i want to escape. be someone else for a day. be prettier, smarter...better. be who i really want to be. sometimes i hate being me..
